# Hello!

Hello! Here are some new pictures! I know I haven't been here for a really long time :S

I like how they look wrong and yet right. Knees.

Dad's.

I wanted to save this picture for christmas actually. but oh well! :)

This picture is making me so hungry right now! lnklnfwekl.

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I know that I said that I won't write down how I feel in here and etc. But right now, I really feel like I should. It annoys me on how I am making things so complicated for myself when there is nothing to complicate. I hate it a lot. Especially when I'm alone at night in a quiet room - quietness, loud enough to be heard by the deaf. And in that quiet room, my head starts to think thoughts that I don't wish to. It kidnaps me. And I hate it. They murder me with the sadness. A sadness that does not exist in reality but only in my thoughts. I wish that I didn't have feelings and thoughts. I wish that I wouldn't feel this way. I wish that I could sleep them away. I wish that one night, I could finally sleep with happy thoughts. Or fall asleep without thinking.

Does anyone feel this way too?

I hate how I feel. I have felt this way before, actually. But I got over it eventually. But right now, I don't know how. I miss how I used to go with the flow. But no matter how much I tell myself to go with the flow now, I just drown. I need a solace. Where are you?

I wish that I didn't have to do this to post this up here. But I just felt like it. I know I shouldn't think this way. But thoughts overcome feelings. Thoughts are like a tsunami destroying how you feel. Well, that's how I feel. I feel so awful now.

Lord Jesus, I need You.