#Hi

I am sorry that I haven't been updating. I miss updating this blog. I've been taking tonnes of pictures! And I can't wait to put them up. Here's a quick update on my life. I miss blogging so so so much. I miss blogging at www.yourstupidityastoundsme.blogspot.com! Maybe I would. Soon..

Okay I'm gonna list down some things about my life so far! (hehe) :

1. My water broke.
2. I'm pregnant.
3. AGHGHGHG AGHGHG BABY'S COMING OUT.
4. I'm at KL now and will be here till the 2nd. So I'm missing all the outings with my friends at JB *sigh* but look at the brightside! I get to spend my last few days of the holiday with my family members! :)
5. I got 6A's 1B for PMR and I'm really happy with that.
6. My parents are getting me a Macbook Pro. But before they agreed on getting me one, I told them that if they don't think I deserve it and if they're not willing to spend that much on me, then it's fine! But they're getting me one anyway. I told them that because I didn't want to feel guilty having one/use it heavy-heartedly if they're not willing to buy one for me. But I guess they are willing to buy one for me! I even told my dad that I'll pay 2/3 of it and he went "DO YOU EVEN HAVE THE MONEY?!" HAHA. Because honestly, I don't think I deserve the Macbook Pro. But I really want one. I think that it would be useful for me :D
   
7. I had amazing food for my Christmas dinner.
8. I'm down with a flu/throat infection/cough/ AND I THINK I SPRAINED MY NECK heh.
9. I just missed Man Vs Wild because my mum wanted to watch a Christmas Movie. *Sigh* But all's good! :D
10. School is gonna start and I'm not prepared. I'll be back from KL on the 2nd anyway, so I have no idea how I'm gonna get ready.
11. I NEED TO PEE SO BAD.
12. I LOVE ZEBRAS.
13. I always feel so proper/old in this blog IDKY.
14. IT'S A BABY BOY.
    

That's about it! Oh yeah. You can follow me (scroll down there to follow) if you want to! So you can get updated about my updates and stuff. Well, only if you wanna. I gtg pee now. I really can't take it. My goodness. I miss blogging so much! Byebye! Ciao!

Parlez

HELLO!

I should stop making promises on when I'll update and stuff. Because I always break them! :S So I got back from camp and it was gooooood :)

Here are some pictures!

They are random shots I took around places like town and my house! And they seem all so messy and stuff. And I'm not an organized person. But I feel like categorizing the pictures in this post! :D

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Food at CS/TGIF/That's Cafe with friends!

If I were a brownie I wouldn't wanna be a brownie because I wouldn't want to be eaten. This brownie is so yummy :D

Adrian's "cake"!

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Le Cuisine!

Oh gorgeous being. If I were a bowl. I would be this bowl!

I like this egg because it has a bump.

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Les Objets At Home!

I have always loved ladybugs like I love ginger/redheds. Why? They both have 3 things in common. Redheads have ginger/red hair and ladybugs are red (well most of them) and gingers tend to have loads of freckles and ladybugs have little black spots and last. they are both so adorable! :D

I think I spent my whole afternoon doing this. Really. Which is kinda sad.. I mean I actually do have better things to do! But nevermind :)

And oh! I did a GIF. BYE.

# Click-e-di-click

I just added this "yay!" or "nay." thingy down there. So click it if you think the posts are "yay!"/"nay." if you feel like it. It used to be "BOAT, SEA, FISH" or something like that but I think people didn't get it and neither did I. I'll be off for church camp tomorrow so I think I will add pictures today :)

# Hello!

Hello! Here are some new pictures! I know I haven't been here for a really long time :S

I like how they look wrong and yet right. Knees.

Dad's.

I wanted to save this picture for christmas actually. but oh well! :)

This picture is making me so hungry right now! lnklnfwekl.

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I know that I said that I won't write down how I feel in here and etc. But right now, I really feel like I should. It annoys me on how I am making things so complicated for myself when there is nothing to complicate. I hate it a lot. Especially when I'm alone at night in a quiet room - quietness, loud enough to be heard by the deaf. And in that quiet room, my head starts to think thoughts that I don't wish to. It kidnaps me. And I hate it. They murder me with the sadness. A sadness that does not exist in reality but only in my thoughts. I wish that I didn't have feelings and thoughts. I wish that I wouldn't feel this way. I wish that I could sleep them away. I wish that one night, I could finally sleep with happy thoughts. Or fall asleep without thinking.

Does anyone feel this way too?

I hate how I feel. I have felt this way before, actually. But I got over it eventually. But right now, I don't know how. I miss how I used to go with the flow. But no matter how much I tell myself to go with the flow now, I just drown. I need a solace. Where are you?

I wish that I didn't have to do this to post this up here. But I just felt like it. I know I shouldn't think this way. But thoughts overcome feelings. Thoughts are like a tsunami destroying how you feel. Well, that's how I feel. I feel so awful now.

Lord Jesus, I need You.

I have been wanting to post up pictures over here so so so bad. I will tomorrow. And I promise myself, and everyone who comes to my blog that! I really want 50mm lenses.. I wanna take nice portrait shots. I like how the bokeh looks like! I can't wait to post pictures up tomorrow :)

# The shutter or the trigger?

Hello! So here are some pictures I took today! :) Before dinner.

Soft florals together with pearls are beautiful :) It just makes me think of the movie/book "The Secret Garden." It just feels so sweet, beautiful, soft, and elegant. I can feeling the pearls resting on the flower comfortably. I just love how they look together. Light coloured florals and pearls :)

My cross-stitch of a ladybug done halfway!

A tiny bowl I bought long time ago.

If I'm not wrong, I think that this was my first 120 film :)

The purses are adorable. I found these lost pets when I was cleaning up my room.

I uploaded 9 pictures only, but to be honest, I have 107 pictures all together. Yes. I told you I get really obsessed over objects when I take pictures of them! :D

I'll have more pictures coming tomorrow! :)

Goodbye!

# Of Bangles and Earrings!

I was cleaning my room and I found out that I have toooo many bangles! Because my parents bought loads for me when they visited India 2 years back. I love bangles :) And I also bought some from KL and Singapore! I'm gonna start wearing bangles more often!

And my favourites :)

The earings are all my sisters'. I'm going to a book fair with my dad later. Ho ho ho ho. I noticed something, I bought 2 books recently and haven't read them yet. I should stop doing things like that :( And,I get a little really obsessed with an object whenever I take pictures of them. A few shots of an object is not enough. So they'll be like around 30/40/++ shots of the same object! :S

Oh! And I just bought a new roll of 200 ISO film, and I don't know whether to upload it in Alfalfa (Olympus 0M-1) or my Purple Camera (where the pictures look like disposables). I can't seem to find for 400 ISO films. And I bought a book from the book fair about photography :D

There'll be more pictures up tomorrow!

Ciao!♡

# Pictures

Hello so it's the holidays. And I thought maybe I should take pictures of things around my house and meddle with the camera and then edit the colours and etc. So here they are!

I liked both of them equally. My mum likes the lighter one though (first one) and Halili likes the darker one! but I couldn't decide which one to post up, so I uploaded both :)

For my bag :) I'm not quite done with it yet.

Elvis the horse/pig/cow. OH AND DOG.

And last, my favourite-est one!

It's the only one without the film grain effect!

I was really into editing them. Although, I regret adding in the film grain effect. I don't think I will for the next batch of photos. I have another batch of breakfast picture to post up! But I find it really fun! Editing. Oh, and I'm not sure whether I still wanna post my bloglink up on Facebook after every new post. But we'll see. I know I'll post this one up though! OKAY MY DAD IS COUNTING TO 10 TO GO TO THE LIVING ROOM BYE.

OKAY I'M BACK FROM DINNER! I shall click "Publish Post" now! Goodbye!