#Hi

I am sorry that I haven't been updating. I miss updating this blog. I've been taking tonnes of pictures! And I can't wait to put them up. Here's a quick update on my life. I miss blogging so so so much. I miss blogging at www.yourstupidityastoundsme.blogspot.com! Maybe I would. Soon..

Okay I'm gonna list down some things about my life so far! (hehe) :

1. My water broke.
2. I'm pregnant.
3. AGHGHGHG AGHGHG BABY'S COMING OUT.
4. I'm at KL now and will be here till the 2nd. So I'm missing all the outings with my friends at JB *sigh* but look at the brightside! I get to spend my last few days of the holiday with my family members! :)
5. I got 6A's 1B for PMR and I'm really happy with that.
6. My parents are getting me a Macbook Pro. But before they agreed on getting me one, I told them that if they don't think I deserve it and if they're not willing to spend that much on me, then it's fine! But they're getting me one anyway. I told them that because I didn't want to feel guilty having one/use it heavy-heartedly if they're not willing to buy one for me. But I guess they are willing to buy one for me! I even told my dad that I'll pay 2/3 of it and he went "DO YOU EVEN HAVE THE MONEY?!" HAHA. Because honestly, I don't think I deserve the Macbook Pro. But I really want one. I think that it would be useful for me :D
   
7. I had amazing food for my Christmas dinner.
8. I'm down with a flu/throat infection/cough/ AND I THINK I SPRAINED MY NECK heh.
9. I just missed Man Vs Wild because my mum wanted to watch a Christmas Movie. *Sigh* But all's good! :D
10. School is gonna start and I'm not prepared. I'll be back from KL on the 2nd anyway, so I have no idea how I'm gonna get ready.
11. I NEED TO PEE SO BAD.
12. I LOVE ZEBRAS.
13. I always feel so proper/old in this blog IDKY.
14. IT'S A BABY BOY.
    

That's about it! Oh yeah. You can follow me (scroll down there to follow) if you want to! So you can get updated about my updates and stuff. Well, only if you wanna. I gtg pee now. I really can't take it. My goodness. I miss blogging so much! Byebye! Ciao!

Parlez

HELLO!

I should stop making promises on when I'll update and stuff. Because I always break them! :S So I got back from camp and it was gooooood :)

Here are some pictures!

They are random shots I took around places like town and my house! And they seem all so messy and stuff. And I'm not an organized person. But I feel like categorizing the pictures in this post! :D

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Food at CS/TGIF/That's Cafe with friends!

If I were a brownie I wouldn't wanna be a brownie because I wouldn't want to be eaten. This brownie is so yummy :D

Adrian's "cake"!

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Le Cuisine!

Oh gorgeous being. If I were a bowl. I would be this bowl!

I like this egg because it has a bump.

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Les Objets At Home!

I have always loved ladybugs like I love ginger/redheds. Why? They both have 3 things in common. Redheads have ginger/red hair and ladybugs are red (well most of them) and gingers tend to have loads of freckles and ladybugs have little black spots and last. they are both so adorable! :D

I think I spent my whole afternoon doing this. Really. Which is kinda sad.. I mean I actually do have better things to do! But nevermind :)

And oh! I did a GIF. BYE.

# Click-e-di-click

I just added this "yay!" or "nay." thingy down there. So click it if you think the posts are "yay!"/"nay." if you feel like it. It used to be "BOAT, SEA, FISH" or something like that but I think people didn't get it and neither did I. I'll be off for church camp tomorrow so I think I will add pictures today :)

# Hello!

Hello! Here are some new pictures! I know I haven't been here for a really long time :S

I like how they look wrong and yet right. Knees.

Dad's.

I wanted to save this picture for christmas actually. but oh well! :)

This picture is making me so hungry right now! lnklnfwekl.

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I know that I said that I won't write down how I feel in here and etc. But right now, I really feel like I should. It annoys me on how I am making things so complicated for myself when there is nothing to complicate. I hate it a lot. Especially when I'm alone at night in a quiet room - quietness, loud enough to be heard by the deaf. And in that quiet room, my head starts to think thoughts that I don't wish to. It kidnaps me. And I hate it. They murder me with the sadness. A sadness that does not exist in reality but only in my thoughts. I wish that I didn't have feelings and thoughts. I wish that I wouldn't feel this way. I wish that I could sleep them away. I wish that one night, I could finally sleep with happy thoughts. Or fall asleep without thinking.

Does anyone feel this way too?

I hate how I feel. I have felt this way before, actually. But I got over it eventually. But right now, I don't know how. I miss how I used to go with the flow. But no matter how much I tell myself to go with the flow now, I just drown. I need a solace. Where are you?

I wish that I didn't have to do this to post this up here. But I just felt like it. I know I shouldn't think this way. But thoughts overcome feelings. Thoughts are like a tsunami destroying how you feel. Well, that's how I feel. I feel so awful now.

Lord Jesus, I need You.

I have been wanting to post up pictures over here so so so bad. I will tomorrow. And I promise myself, and everyone who comes to my blog that! I really want 50mm lenses.. I wanna take nice portrait shots. I like how the bokeh looks like! I can't wait to post pictures up tomorrow :)